23.5

wOw! This baby can move! I feel "it" rolling around in there more & more, and it's not just at night anymore either. Sometimes it's really uncomfortable, and I tell "it" to stop and try some other trick. I read last night that "it" can hear the dog barking, fire trucks wailing, and any other loud noises. Well, I have a dog, my husband is a fireman, and I sing really loudly (or yell at my kitten all the time- bc he is so bad). So this baby sure is getting a lot of entertainment.

I am usually freezing cold. Today Oakley jumped up on my lap and his ears were chilly. I didn't even realize that I had the heat on at 66º. Typically, I would have the heat on at around 70º, but I was warm yesterday. Right now, I'm blogging in my bikini....

a) who does that?

b) what? I just had that picture taken & I didn't get up yet.

c) I'm not even cold, so that is AWESOME

Being knocked up has brought me many emotions, thoughts, and PROJECTS! I finished the cushion, and now I'm moving onto some wall art. Can I just say, "What the hell have I gotten myself into?" I also bought some onesies & stamps to make some little phrases. That project has been sitting out in the living room for about 3 weeks. I'll get to it, I'll get to it.

Now for the "thoughts" - - I keep thinking about all of the different cool aspects of having a boy or a girl. I was looking through some clothes, and I guess they have some cool boy outfits. I will be spending a LOT of $$$$ at the Baby Gap & Target.

And as far as the emotions go....in the beginning I was not afraid of labor and all that it brings. Well that has changed! I..... AM..... TERRIFIED! I watched a live birth last night. THAT IS NOT NATURAL {i've seen them b4, but not while preggo} & I thought well maybe, just maybe, the c-section would be less scary! HELL-to-the- FRICKIN' NO! I still don't want that either! So how the heck am I going to get this baby out? OMG! My poor body. I know it's for a great cause & lame ass moms will say, "It's a beautiful thing to have a baby." Um....NO. IT IS NOT A BEAUTIFUL THING TO HAVE A BABY. In fact, it is the most disgusting thing ever! Being able to have a baby is "beautiful" [i guess], but what needs to happen to get it out....{i'm shuddering with disgust} I have about 4.5 months to figure out a way to magically give birth without going through any hole or cutting any part of my body open.

And believe me....I will try to think of something. I'm a Libra and that Halloween Psychic Lady said when I have something I want to get done- I find a way to make it happen. She might have been talking about designing awesome costumes, or getting any hot guy I wanted, but I'll take it as:

Magic Birth (no holes, no cuts, no problem)

p.s. I'm freezing now & the kitty cat is seriously snoring. haha